my mind..it's disappeared and turned into a room of emptiness...look out the window..see nothing..look inside my heart..more than i could know..so many things i cant understand..trying to find out but they won't let me through..tell me to be someone else..i follow their commands..left alone to my hopeless dreams and soon find out what the real world is about..escape to the corridor of my mind..lost to their instructions and i find myself alone..try to be who they want..i try but nothing happens..

knowing nothing they try to confuse me to take the path up to their standards..that leads me to despair and them triumph..self esteem is gone from my body..they drained me from the world and replace me with someone else..lost..alone..afraid..good times seem so far away...they try to erase the memories of my past..but they haunt me..i try to tell them this the way i am...but they won't leave me alone..so much instructions to follow..i fear that my life is at stake..cant stand it anymore...but i can't do nothing..my mind has turned into a mind of a lifeless child...all i have left are those haunting memories..nothing more to hold on to..nothing more to live for..death is my only hope...

BY MEEH!!!